another reminder

and stars have died so that you may live

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two-bitoutlaw asked: I think I'm even more in love with you then I was before, that book was EVERYTHING when I was ten years old, thank you for bringing it up. [kisses your face]

I’m so excited someone else KNOWS this book for the longest time i had lost my copy and i thought I had dreamed it up but I didn’t AND SOMEONE ELSE KNOWS IT!!!!!!!

I think it was the first book that really resonated with me and my anxiety (which i didn’t know i had at the time of course) because just her constant sense to /hide/ and her relationship with her older sister, OH MY GOD THE PARTY WHEN SHE WAVES TO GET F ‘S ATTENTION AND EVERYONE SEES HER OH MAN OH MAN I FELT THAT IN MY /BONES/ and just the *brilliance* of using the moth, and her other sister not wanting to change her but wanting her to get *better* (because damn what a dysfunctional house lookin back on that now is really alarming) and helping her through leaving the walls and just

Ohhhh man this book was really, really important to tiny Penny.

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two-bitoutlaw asked: [sprints into your inbox] YOU [gasps] YOU [heavy breathing] YOU READ THE [hyperventilates] THE WOMAN IN THE WALL???? [breaks down in joyful tears]

OH
MY
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES YES I HAVE ONLY LIKE FIVE TIMES IN A ROW WHEN I WAS LIKE 11? 12? OH MY GOD DID YOU TRY TO FIND CRAWLSPACES IN YOUR HOUSE AND MAKE BLANKET FLEETS AS A LAST RESORT INSTEAD? ????

OH MY GOD SOMEONE ELSE HAS READ THIS BOOK THIS IS AMAZE

I STILL WANT HER DRESS. I WANT IT DESPERATELY.

man how was it not apparent to the adults around me that i was anxious and scared of social attention WHEN MY FAVORITE BOOK WAS THIS BOOK IS SO BEYOND ME i can’t even

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Man do you ever just get angry at the level of detail in Cap 2 like

Bucky is /so/ damn pale in the fight scenes like it’s less obvious in the vault scene? ?? but when he’s fighting Team Freedom it’s super apparent he’s even paler than Steve’s Irish ass and it makes him look even more robotic and lifeless because he hasn’t had consistent sun exposure in almost three-quarters of a century and everything is terrible because you notice things months later like that


But they can’t put the right year on the memorial wall at the Smithsonian guys /you have one job/

Filed under bucky barnes is a problem catws captain america: the winter soldier

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hannibalsavvy:

the blacklist characters dembe

"Dembe is a Muslim former freedom fighter from South Sudan, who at some stage was trafficked by the Eberhardt Cartel and Red facilitated his escape. It was assumed that he was Raymond Reddington’s bodyguard. There are confirmed reports that Dembe was with Red in Sierra Leone and Brussels, Belgium. Other reports place him and Red in Murmansk and Belfast." [x]

(via ink-phoenix)

Filed under Dembe you angel the blacklist

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im-the-asshole-that:

DOGSITTING FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS AND GUESS WHAT’S IN THE DVD PLAYER

CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK GOD AND ALSO JESUS FOR THIS TWIST OF FATE

THAT IS AMAZE YOU GO MILO LIVE THE DREAM

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366 Plays
30 Seconds To Mars
The Kill (Acoustic)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now,

this is who I really am.

(Source: ink-phoenix)

Filed under yay good music Del Grant AU he stood for something

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Developing the ability to piss other people off (or even to RISK pissing them off) without knuckling under is pretty much the Holy Grail of emotionally abused kids, I think. We are programmed to respond at the first sign of displeasure, and we don’t have the faith in ourselves and our decisions to weather the storm– or even a mild sprinkle– so we tend to freak out as if the world was ending if a cloud crosses the sun. We freak out about the possibility that we’re wrong, that we’re doing the wrong things, that we’re making the wrong choices, that we’ll make someone angry, because there’s this awful certainty lurking at the back of our minds that says “If you do the wrong thing, you will be in TROUBLE.” And being in TROUBLE is the worst thing, ever, because that part of our brain is forever three years old where our parents are our whole world and being in TROUBLE is the end of everything.

It takes a lot of practice to gain that sort of gut-level knowledge that we’re strong enough to handle this stuff and that the world doesn’t end if someone else is angry at us. It’s not an innate quality that some people have and some don’t; people who grow up in non-abusive homes learn it when they’re young, is all, and the rest of us have to learn it when we’re grown up. And it sucks, and it’s not fair, and it’s not fun, but there’s no getting around it, and you can do it, you CAN.

You can piss people off.

You can be wrong.

You can fuck up.

You can do stuff that everyone thinks is weird.

AND IT IS ALL OKAY. The world won’t end. You will still be a good person. And the likelihood is that most of the things you do WON’T be wrong, and WON’T piss people off, and WON’T be up-fuckery, and WON’T be weird, but if it is? The hell with it; fix it, if necessary, and move on.

PomperaFirpa @Captain Awkward (via ladysaviours)

WHY HELLO THERE MOST OF MY LIFE

(via pomme-poire-peche)

(Source: ladysaviours, via ink-phoenix)

Filed under woah woah woah woah WOW WHAT like a punch to the gut rl emotional abuse child abuse you are in TROUBLE jfc I got chills self-worth

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masterbuildercam:

huffy-lemon:

Please be nice to moths 

They spend their whole caterpillar lives thinking theyre going to be beautiful butterflies and then they turn out ugly and everyone hates them.

Please be nice to moths

get out of here, moths are freaking gorgeous have you even seen them

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what is there to not love about moths

oh man please tell me someone else has read The Woman In The Wall by Patrice Kindl because i am having sudden feelings and i haven’t read it in ages

(Source: huffylemon, via vulcan-love-child)

Filed under Formative shit right there i was in love with Luna moths for ages

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jenjeahaly:

President Bartlet: I just feel like we don’t talk anymore.

Leo: [into phone] Tel Aviv’s the week after. [to Bartlet] What?

President Bartlet: See you’re not even listing.

Leo: [into phone] Ben, let me call you back. What’s your problem?

President Bartlet: I’m just saying we work all day, and then the day’s over, and we go out to dinner and  you’re still working, and you know, I’m sitting here. No time to talk.

Leo: You know, conversations like this, are the reason I got divorced.

The Stackhouse Filibuster, The West Wing.

Darlings

(via holy-interruptus-batman)

Filed under the west wing